How can One call oneself SPIRITUAL if One can not Fly, 'FROM REACTION'

I feel I am really lucky from the childhood--- 
first I encounter my MAA & Papa's fighting. 
Through there teaching to me was "I can't be like them''. 
So I was really brave person. 
From the very beginning I knew that Life is not like this, 
but something more like beautiful flower
- like Peaceful Morning 
and like flying Bird. 
I really understood life, 
even though I knew nothing about Love 
but fighting,
 even though I was just 8 years old.
 I really felt 
that is the way I wanted to live 
with the all world.