No one has ever won Chess by only moving forward. Sometimes we have to move backward to gain a step forward

I am always myself.
 My habits are very childish.
 I want always live like a child, 
because I am allergic from BE SPECIAL. 
SO, In most cases it typically means I become the fool.
 Perhaps I do this to protect myself.
 But I act the fool when, {as quite simply},
 I just wish to be left alone. 
Most people 
(even those who once loved you) 
leave fools blissfully alone.

Don't judge my journey till you have walked my path...
Blessings to All