Not only that, the insight arises that I do not want to be part of manifestation.
I want to be quiet and inactive.
I want to be still, not involved in any activity.
As I stay with this thread without taking a position regarding the feelings,
I realize I want to be a silent
and passive witness of everything,
without participating.
I want to be aware of the mystery of the absolute,
and
I do not want to be separated from it.