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Take a break : enjoy rest! ( Who am I )

about me- my journey

I wrote these words (this book). Why ?  It is a deep question though its answer is not so deep; for I never thought I would ever write anything nor had I ever written anything. Nevertheless, it was written— why? It was written because it was bound to be written; just like my birth, these writings got their birth. In life’s experience, I found mystery and dept. The humiliation of my sensibilities took me to quietude and later came for me as a gateway to satiety and peace. Then this new shape of life began to write, but I do not know how. 
Gradually as I came to the understanding of life, writing became my art of expression; my tendency to distribute and the feeling of love wanted me to share my experiences with my surrounding. Then gradually this assessment of life became the science of life. I began to feel that life has no limits; it is limitless and infinite, our life is not as we know it, but it has circumference as vast as the circumference of the sky. Such a great truth, my existence could not digest. The greatest miracle for me was the ability to translate my experience in a verbal form. Therefore, this event transpired in my life, has no relation with “Why I wrote it.”
These words are valuable because everyone seeks comfort and satisfaction, and everybody loves its own individuality. These words can make everyone a distinguished, beautiful, truthful and refined person. For they will realize there is someone among us, who has the knowledge of life, is happy and contented. Then why cannot we all become so?
Secondly, when someone is happy and contented, the world, too, will be happy and contented. In this direction, this book will play its role.

My aim was always to exhibit my love and my tendency was always to share my experiences with others (only for my own surrounding). When people cannot offer love, how can they stand for others? Such sentiments kept me in the state of depression. When I understood life, my tendency to share and to love took their first steps in life. These traits found their inauguration; it was then my job to become unique in this work, of my environment.
Secondly, this work is unique in the sense that every object as well as every individual in the world is unique in one sense or another. Every individual differ from one being to another by its own atmosphere, habits, personality, experiences and environment My life can be my life alone; the nature of life and death is the same, the science of life (Biology) is universal. How I saw life and examined it through my own environment and atmosphere, to all this I am unique; as this is my life’s experience, so I could represent it.
  If it were in my power, I would place it in the hand of every person, because to succeed in life, they should first understand themselves. Because with this book, the art of living, the proper direction of life will automatically be determined, life will become beautiful and tranquil. Books of this type are useful at every stage of life. This book contains psychological, philosophical and metaphysical knowledge.
Who will read this book and why?
Those who have:
- Grown disgusted with sorrows and sufferings
- Are afraid of loneliness
- Who long for peace and comfort
- Who are eager to know themselves
- Who are desirous of living life in the right and appropriate manner
- Who wish to accept every stage of life
- Who wish to extend their love to all
- Who wish to understand the mystery of life and death
There are people who suddenly encounter some strange and mentally incomprehensible event or situation. This book will save them from going to the asylum, as well as unrest and dissatisfaction about themselves.
This book contains the science of life; takes individuals close to themselves and make them gorgeous and strong. It will kill inferiority complex or the sense of self-abasement.
This book is the true illustration and proof of a true and upright life. It will enable us to realize that we are all the same, are limitless, if we understand this fact, we shall become happy and prosperous.
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Those moments that passed through intense disquietude, infinite desires, painful disappointments, and impossible omissions, were those moments dreams or mere hallucinations? Were those moments encouraged by my poor intellect? Today innocence tightens its grip upon me and demonstrates that despite being a reality, were not a reality, but such a case of forgetfulness that despite being false, was not falsehood. Just as the spider weaves a web with its own efforts and then is caught in it, in the same way it was a web of reflections.
In fact, it was my own ignorance and foolhardiness, picked from reality which assumed the beautiful shape of chaos and hubbub, disturbance and appeared in the external world. In reality it was the personality of my omissions and negligence:
Which involved in the chaos of ideas
And caught in restless restraints,
In the despondency of my daring sensibilities
In the snare of envy and bitterness
And in the grip of a greedy mind
Was my own stream of consciousness, which emerging in the outer world, went on expressing itself.
The window of today’s moment- Enables me to show, where the invaluable moments of today were taking their birth. Moment by moment, preparations of building such a tower by standing on which we acquire the capacity for observing the whole life-sketch or life’s vignette.
Those moments which were parched in sighs,
Those moments which echoed guffaws
The assemblage of them all today began to bloom in the same color; the thirst growing in the innermost recess, brushed against, longings, and outward inclined, desires. This game of friction, ever conscious, always encountered me— I kept watching the two streams of ideas, running within me; which are the indicators of the warmth, as well as the coolness, of my breaths. They kept invigorating my life, and guiding some profound susceptibility of mine.

Worms of doubt, wriggled within me.
But also 
Brave and daring deeds moved on.
I endured intimidating fear
But also 
Conducted the non-descript passion of revolt
If I controlled and recovered my trembling being, I also cajoled my love-soaked mind
If I found my stupidity, indecent self lost in humiliation and shame, but I saw in the distance the taking within coils of oneness, my beautiful sensibility that lay crouched there. To transform life, the portrait of which does not take shape on the usual compass but on the compass of quietness, the grand constructiveness of Nature stood before me in order to extricate my life from the extremely deep bog of despair. The sloughs of despond raise it on the lofty tower of hope— to make me perceive the true shape of myself.
The strength and courage that lay suppressed, assume the shape of cinders and began to demolish the fortress of hauteur. The enthusiasm of this courageous new energy began to endeavor, in the interests of my life, to demonstrate the loftiness of the Unknown summit and to create a healthy environment.
That hauteur, which kept bedecking itself, in the garb of sweet virtues, began to appear nakedness in the smoldering lava of my quiet state- on the verge of eruption. The court hearing of my unfinished longings and insatiate passions, began in the court of quietness; my being made endless efforts to see itself in the garb of perfection. And my wish, passing through this sphere of action, went on forming its own theatrical stage.
The moments of today resolve a latent mystery of life. Is our imperfection the originator of our discontent, instability, imbalance and unrest? Perfection comes only through knowledge.
Because—
I have never known, that within me only healthy, sweet, and gentle, ideas hummed a tune; still my beauty, my enthusiasm, my efforts and my individuality, gets annihilated. Why did the plane of my mind always gyrate over these sensibilities? Why did it fail? My existence, was not confined within the bounds of “I and mine”, but remained free even in this age of Materialism; even remained free in the domain of passions. Then who’s slavery did I undergo? Why did my life roll on the rail of tension and unrest?
Why? Why?
Today I see
That in the duration of moments gone by, I always misunderstood myself. I did not understand its secret, for I could not make it out; for whenever I saw the land of my longing desires, there was no callousness of selfishness. Then why was I always in the state of mental imbalance?
The present moments say that, strength permeating, passing through the breaths was the firmness of that aspiration that took me out of grip of contradictory feelings and emotions. Aspiration to become perfect and to secure my freedom, all these painful, misgivings, sobbing comforts, peeling laughter, all were the sonatas to pacify the distress. The dreadful situations that lay soaked in the enthusiasm of that firmness gave birth to a new life. The first step of this new life fell into the world of thought and reflection. My emotional world stood apart and my sweet entry took place in a thought-provoking world. On coming out of the grotto of emotions and passions, I found this thought-provoking world beautiful. I remember when intellect opened its door; I at once raised and shut the door. For my understanding was impeded by feelings and emotions.
Nevertheless, today I learn that life is very profound and its other end is unknown; life’s field of experience is very vast. With this awareness, still more energy, infinite courage and deep enthusiasm, stepped in. A firm resolve began to visit wisdom and good sense.

Lame excuses, shallow schemes, irrelevant beliefs, and false promises, give comfort to my distress- all began to vanish. Frightened despairs, turned their back and left. Deep problems began to be resolve as well as entangle; the dreadful state of helplessness and suffocating situation, took its stand in the queue of time to bid farewell. The freshness of feelings and emotions, the beauty of life and the capacity for dedication, all joined in a chorus. The fatigue of my life and the unrest-ness of feelings went into a deep sleep, in the lap of peace. Now started the philanthropic flow of the art of living.



Blessings

Life is God experiencing Self

Thank you to Nature for the feelings she gave me,  the trees, mountains,  her many lakes and oceans,  for the sun sets of color,  the clouds that dance in the sky,  for everything she gives wanting nothing  but love in return!!! Thanks You to The world:  For all the good and bad people  I have encountered along the road,  for the lessons you taught me, even if they where bad,  it was still a good lesson to be learned  and for this I thank you... Blessings!!!

I experience myself as the conscious

'There is no "I" but I.' 'Then is there no "you" but you?' 'I, always I,' 'Gives me to think, I will meditate upon it.' 'Do nothing of the kind!'  'To "meditate" means using split-mind:  just look from within and see  - see  that so it Is!  Stop splitting and stay Whole!' Whatever we may be, we are being 'lived'.  We are not traveling, as we think:  we are being 'travelled'.

What a Spring in my life!

When I am absent there is no Time,  and it is always the present   Today: I will walk through the day with spring in my step,  a smile in my body  and  I will have nothing to say about my healthy life,  wow!  I will enjoy the aroma of nature,  and  the flowering from the inside of me  to the outside of me! Will we go through our day today smiling?

Everything is related to everything else ( We are one )

I will enjoy the travels of my free spirit  and the amazing journeys within my Feelings.  I will wake up fresh,  clear and ready to journey  through the seconds of my life  in my well rested physical body!!!  It always amazes me  how I am all one Mentally,  physically,  emotionally  and spiritually  when I awaken!  Wow!  What a beautiful Journey  and  its Beauty

It is amazing how Infinite we are

When I wake up early and go for a walk early  enough to see the sunrise,  if I keep still and watch for a few minutes  I can actually enter in the moment of this movement.  In all my experience,  I become just Energetic aware that I am here,  standing at this special moment on the surface of this special spot;  and  this spot is going, going for away toward the stars  but very close to me,  then  galaxy, more stars,  more wonderful  - unique and amazing colors  then more universe, more and more billions miles away,  like before Jesus- before birth of this planet,  but close, more close, In me -  in myself.  And  this very moment experiencing the whole universe along with me,  in me  while I feel I am infinite  and  I am beyond the universe

Spend life with who makes you happy ( The real artist )

aelolive.com I will prepare and one day I have a chance...  because of my 'Strong -Courage'  and  'Aroma of my Trust'...  Because my life knows that Courage  and  Trust is the commitment to begin  without any guarantee of success BLESSINGS!!! Every morning we are born again: Every time Shaheer wake up a new her arrives with the new moment This moment: 'She is different than she was yesterday' The time is new because of her feeling, The day is new because of her thinking, The moment is new because of her experience and She is new because of this whole life. Every moment she change, her world changes and she is reborn into what she choose to be in this moment. She is creating her moments today with new clarity, new thought and new meaning.

God is the Source of the intelligent universe

aelolive.com Here, Where all of us exist, Here- right Here, where the two dimensions meet. Natural and spiritual. These dimensions are one. This is pure- real and the holy way... Lets go together for this wonderful and shrine pilgrimage...# 1 * Understanding comes when we, you and I, meet on the same level at the same time. aelolive.com Here, Where all of us exist, Here- right Here, where the two dimensions meet. Natural and spiritual. These dimensions are one. This is pure- real and the holy way... Lets go together for this wonderful and shrine pilgrimage...# 2 When love starts with me, and is given to me freely by me, it sure is easy to remember that it is me that is making memories for me. Life is for living, learning and making memories to create a good day, moment by wonderful moment! aelolive.com * Our thirst is Our guru My preceptor is my thirst, my life, my holy and ascetic practices, and my circumstances. However, the

Ceremony (Who are you)

The Gift: Life is a ceremony where we are here as friends and families to celebrate this occasion. Today’s accelerated moments which we gain from our advance technology has enabled us to travel through the universe, and strengthens our thirst of life.    I am fortunate enough to see and meet you all. The uniqueness of this celebration is that we ourselves are hosts and guests, So today we are meeting, with wishes of peace and happiness.  In this ceremony of life, my heart wished to present a gift. The gift should be of something which can bring hope of a happy life.    With     the grace of God, a pure thought was born which I am gifting today.   A new, unique and virgin view of point, with which we will encounter life.  Wise have said, “If our first step is placed with understanding then our destination becomes easier, and also our path, pleasant.” Paint your own portrait, then you will realize.How difficult it is, to give yourself any face This line

Enjoy the beauty of a silence. (purity )

O, My Naughty Shaheer! First, I see you. You are always in My sight. And then I guide you lightly. Sometimes strongly. I hold a sword of love, and with this sword, I vanquish all ills that never belonged in your heart in the first place. I vanquish ill will. I vanquish all that which is opposed to love. Beloveds, in My Presence, what can you do but love? What barrier to love can exist when you are surrounded by My love, and you sink into My love. You float on a raft o f My love. Where else would you want to be? Where else is there for you to be? There is nowhere else but right here right now with Me. Do not bow. Jump instead. God is with you. This is an occasion for joy. Be joy then and forevermore, for I am always with you, and you are always with Me. Oneness is Our lot! Oneness is Our fortune. Oneness is Our Reality. It is the only Reality that is. You and I are One Experience!!! Always Your from Heart, The Sprightliness