I've been walked on, used and forgotten and I don't regret one moment of it, because in those moments I've learned a lot. I've learned who I can trust and can't. I've learned the meaning of friendship. I've learned how to tell when people are lying and when they're sincere. I've learned how to be myself, and appreciate the truly great people in my life as they arrive.
When I wake up early and go for a walk early enough to see the sunrise, if I keep still and watch for a few minutes I can actually enter in the moment of this movement. In all my experience, I become just Energetic aware that I am here, standing at this special moment on the surface of this special spot; and this spot is going, going for away toward the stars but very close to me, then galaxy, more stars, more wonderful - unique and amazing colors then more universe, more and more billions miles away, like before Jesus- before birth of this planet, but close, more close, In me - in myself. And this very moment experiencing the whole universe along with me, in me while I feel I am infinite and I am beyond the universe