I Adulated ' in me'

I had just fallen in love with a beautiful Nature, 

when gave me the task to accept my emptiness by my life. 

I loved myself too.

 It was the first time I adulated 'in me' 

that my heart actually opened to a nature 

and creation in a very deep and intense way.

 I was very much in touch with my feelings 

and I felt so hungry for nature's acceptance.

 I trusted in life and in God. 

So...

Nature said I looked good 

Life said I never looked so alive

It was like just being born in a new world, 
or with a new body like these buds. 
I felt that I am flowering.  

Accepting my emptiness is a state of fullness, 
a state of grace, 
the flowering of selfless love