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A deep cave of emptiness: death & Life

Planting conscious thorns and planting flowers in unconsciousness: 
no difference between the two
Even the absence of silence in the ears was such that the whole universe went into the muted system.
Like the heartbeat ceased to be cast.
Just like today silence revolted with silence
Only anonymity was a question in my eyes.
 The silence of the trees was deeper than my silence. A strange sight coming from far away from the sky, which peeks at me from the middle of the trees, another eye looking at me from the right side, in which there is a very deep sense of life, the amazing beauty in which death and life The realization of the question was sending a wave of its own to me.
Such a wonderful and such a matchless environment, in which there was nothing else without the realization of God.
On the one hand, I speak my tongue and on the one hand my existence is giving only a testimony in the deep sense of silence. A deeply impatient gaze coming from the trees makes me stand before both death and life.
Death says: Why do I have to live?
Life says: Do you want me to live?
Same question for both.
I want to live, death or life
 What do I think and believe in death?
What do I understand and believe in life?
Before these two, what do I think myself and what do I believe?
What am I ?
A deep cave of emptiness
 What do you think about life?
A unique dream with open eyes
What do you think about death?
Beyond relaxation, rest and restless.
Now have you gone to death or to life?
 There is no difference.
 Life and death both looked different but not different. So there is no difference.
Today, when I was standing in this environment, the questions that were for me - the answer to them was becoming my testimony, then after a long time, I thought that, when will all this questioning process end?
Life is very sensible in you. It takes action only after seeing the thirst and hunger of the person. I see why the root of my existence was so deep. A lot of time has passed. This method had to deepen the root. Life is a wonderful thing in you. The more we go into the depths of this - the more it becomes our recreational tool.
This world is a game of death, not life. There are only a few players who play in the field of life. We cannot become players of life until we know death. Today, I stand before death and life only because I had to live full and full. She wanted to embrace life completely. Without the understanding of death, life cannot blossom.

Today, looking at death and life, we only remember our thirst. If there was no thirst, it would not have happened. My thirst was so deep that I could not even hug aeriana (daughter), if there was any other thought in me. Whoever I wanted to meet, I wanted to meet you wholeheartedly. I had a very deep allergic from incompleteness.
Today, face to face death and life is a very unique experience. Chup has attacked Chup. The silence of the tongue is a statement from the eyes. The silence of eyes is characterized by emptiness. The emptiness expresses itself silently.
Amidst the silence, the silence of silence is so deep that in this blissful state what is death, what is life, nothing.
 So the silent gaze of my silent existence, bowing with silence, welcomes death and life.


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होश में कांटे लगाने और बेहोशी में फूल लगाने:
 दोनों में कोई फ़र्क़ नहीं 
कानों में चुप की भी ग़ैर-हाज़री ऐसी थी कि जैसे सम्पूर्ण ब्रह्माण्ड म्यूट सिस्टम में चला गया। 
दिल की धड़कन ऐसी कि जैसे ceased कर डाली। 
जैसे आज चुप ने चुप के साथ ही  बगावत कर डाली। 
मेरी आँखों में सिर्फ गुमनामी ही सवाल बन कर खड़ी थी। 
 पेड़ों का सन्नाटा, मेरी चुप्पी से गहरा था। आसमान से भी दूर से आती एक निराली नज़र, जो पेड़ों के बीच में से झांकती मेरी ओर , मेरी राइट साइड में से देखती एक ओर आँख, जिस में बहुत ही गहरी झलकती ज़िंदगी की समझदारी, सब से अमेजिंग वो सुंदरता जिस में मौत और ज़िंदगी का अहसास सवाल बन कर मेरे तक अपने आप की तरंग भेज रहा था।
इतना लाज़वाब और इतना बेमिशाल  वातावरण, जिस में खुदा के अहसास के बिना ओर कुछ भी नहीं था। 
एक तरफ तो मेरी ज़ुबान वर्तालाप करती है और एक ओर तरफ में मेरा वजूद खामोशी की गहरी गर्दिश में सिर्फ एक गवाही दे रहा है। पेड़ों में से आती गहरी लरज़ती हुई नज़र, मेरे को मौत और ज़िंदगी दोनों के आगे खड़ा करती है। 
मौत कहती है : क्यों मेरे को जीना है ?
ज़िंदगी कहती है : क्या तू मेरे को जीना है ?
दोनों  का एक ही सवाल। 
मैंने जीना है, मौत को या ज़िंदगी को 
 मैं मौत को क्या समझती हूँ और क्या मानती हूँ ?
मैं ज़िंदगी को क्या समझती हूँ और क्या मानती हूँ ?
इन दोनों से पहले मैं खुद को क्या समझती हूँ और क्या मानती हूँ ? 
मैं क्या हूँ ?
खालीपन की एक गहरी गुफा 
 ज़िंदगी को क्या समझती हो ?
खुली आँखों का एक अनूठा सपना 
मौत को क्या समझती हो ?
विश्राम, आराम और बे-आरामी के पार। 
फिर अब तुम ने मौत की तरफ जाना है या ज़िंदगी की तरफ ?
 कोई भी फ़र्क़ नहीं। 
 ज़िंदगी और मौत,  यह दोनों अलग दिखाई देते थे पर अलग नहीं है।  सो कोई भी फ़र्क़ नहीं। 
आज जब  मैं इस माहौल में खड़ी थी, जो मेरे लिए सवाल थे- उन का जवाब मेरी ही गवाही बन रहा था, तो आज लंबे अरसे बाद ख़्याल आया कि, यह सब सवाल जवाब का सिलसिला कब ख़त्म होगा 
ज़िंदगी आपने आप में बहुत ही समझदार है। यह व्यक्ति की प्यास और भूख देख कर ही कदम लेती है। मैं देखती हूँ कि मेरे वजूद की जड़ इतनी गहरी क्यों थी। बहुत आरसा बीत गया। इस आरसे ने जड़ को गहरा करना ही था। ज़िंदगी आपने आप में बहुत ही कमाल की चीज़ है। जितनी हम इस की गहराई में जाएंगे -उतना ही यह हमारा मनोरजनिक साधन बन जाती है। 
मौत का खेल है यह संसार , ज़िंदगी का नहीं। ज़िंदगी के मैदान में खेलने वाले थोड़े से ही खिलाड़ी हैं। ज़िंदगी के खिलाड़ी हम बन ही नहीं सकते,जब तक हम मौत को जान नहीं लेते। आज मौत और ज़िंदगी के आगे, इस लिए ही खड़ी हूँ कि मैंने भरपूर और सम्पुर्ण जीना था। ज़िंदगी को पूरा आलिंगन करना चाहती थी।  मौत की समझ के बिना ज़िंदगी को झप्पी पा नहीं सकते। 

आज मौत और ज़िंदगी की तरफ देख कर ,सिर्फ अपनी प्यास ही याद आती है। अगर प्यास न होती तो यह मुकाम न होता। मेरी प्यास इतनी गहरी थी कि मैं aeriana ( बेटी ) को भी झप्पी नहीं पाती थी, अगर मेरे में कोई ओर सोच ही होती थी।  जिस किसी को भी मैं मिलना चाहती, मैं आपने पूरे दिल से ही मिलना चाहती।मेरे को अधूरेपन से बहुत गहरी allergie  थी। 
आज मौत और ज़िंदगी के आमने-सहमने खड़ना बहुत ही अनूठा अनुभव है।  चुप ने ही चुप पर हमला किया हुआ है।  ज़ुबान की खामोशी, नज़रों से बयान होती है।  नज़रों की ख़ामोशी, खालीपन से ब्यान होती है।  खालीपन अपना इज़हार फिर ख़ामोशी से करता है। 
खामोशी के बीच खामोशी की झप्पी इतनी गहरी है कि इस आनंदमई अवस्था में मौत क्या,  ज़िंदगी क्या, कुछ भी नहीं। 
 सो मेरे  ख़ामोश वजूद की ख़ामोश नज़र, ख़ामोशी से सर झुका करके मौत और ज़िंदगी का स्वागत करती है  

Blessings

Life is God experiencing Self

Thank you to Nature for the feelings she gave me,  the trees, mountains,  her many lakes and oceans,  for the sun sets of color,  the clouds that dance in the sky,  for everything she gives wanting nothing  but love in return!!! Thanks You to The world:  For all the good and bad people  I have encountered along the road,  for the lessons you taught me, even if they where bad,  it was still a good lesson to be learned  and for this I thank you... Blessings!!!

I experience myself as the conscious

'There is no "I" but I.' 'Then is there no "you" but you?' 'I, always I,' 'Gives me to think, I will meditate upon it.' 'Do nothing of the kind!'  'To "meditate" means using split-mind:  just look from within and see  - see  that so it Is!  Stop splitting and stay Whole!' Whatever we may be, we are being 'lived'.  We are not traveling, as we think:  we are being 'travelled'.

What a Spring in my life!

When I am absent there is no Time,  and it is always the present   Today: I will walk through the day with spring in my step,  a smile in my body  and  I will have nothing to say about my healthy life,  wow!  I will enjoy the aroma of nature,  and  the flowering from the inside of me  to the outside of me! Will we go through our day today smiling?

Everything is related to everything else ( We are one )

I will enjoy the travels of my free spirit  and the amazing journeys within my Feelings.  I will wake up fresh,  clear and ready to journey  through the seconds of my life  in my well rested physical body!!!  It always amazes me  how I am all one Mentally,  physically,  emotionally  and spiritually  when I awaken!  Wow!  What a beautiful Journey  and  its Beauty

It is amazing how Infinite we are

When I wake up early and go for a walk early  enough to see the sunrise,  if I keep still and watch for a few minutes  I can actually enter in the moment of this movement.  In all my experience,  I become just Energetic aware that I am here,  standing at this special moment on the surface of this special spot;  and  this spot is going, going for away toward the stars  but very close to me,  then  galaxy, more stars,  more wonderful  - unique and amazing colors  then more universe, more and more billions miles away,  like before Jesus- before birth of this planet,  but close, more close, In me -  in myself.  And  this very moment experiencing the whole universe along with me,  in me  while I feel I am infinite  and  I am beyond the universe

Spend life with who makes you happy ( The real artist )

aelolive.com I will prepare and one day I have a chance...  because of my 'Strong -Courage'  and  'Aroma of my Trust'...  Because my life knows that Courage  and  Trust is the commitment to begin  without any guarantee of success BLESSINGS!!! Every morning we are born again: Every time Shaheer wake up a new her arrives with the new moment This moment: 'She is different than she was yesterday' The time is new because of her feeling, The day is new because of her thinking, The moment is new because of her experience and She is new because of this whole life. Every moment she change, her world changes and she is reborn into what she choose to be in this moment. She is creating her moments today with new clarity, new thought and new meaning.

God is the Source of the intelligent universe

aelolive.com Here, Where all of us exist, Here- right Here, where the two dimensions meet. Natural and spiritual. These dimensions are one. This is pure- real and the holy way... Lets go together for this wonderful and shrine pilgrimage...# 1 * Understanding comes when we, you and I, meet on the same level at the same time. aelolive.com Here, Where all of us exist, Here- right Here, where the two dimensions meet. Natural and spiritual. These dimensions are one. This is pure- real and the holy way... Lets go together for this wonderful and shrine pilgrimage...# 2 When love starts with me, and is given to me freely by me, it sure is easy to remember that it is me that is making memories for me. Life is for living, learning and making memories to create a good day, moment by wonderful moment! aelolive.com * Our thirst is Our guru My preceptor is my thirst, my life, my holy and ascetic practices, and my circumstances. However, the

Ceremony (Who are you)

The Gift: Life is a ceremony where we are here as friends and families to celebrate this occasion. Today’s accelerated moments which we gain from our advance technology has enabled us to travel through the universe, and strengthens our thirst of life.    I am fortunate enough to see and meet you all. The uniqueness of this celebration is that we ourselves are hosts and guests, So today we are meeting, with wishes of peace and happiness.  In this ceremony of life, my heart wished to present a gift. The gift should be of something which can bring hope of a happy life.    With     the grace of God, a pure thought was born which I am gifting today.   A new, unique and virgin view of point, with which we will encounter life.  Wise have said, “If our first step is placed with understanding then our destination becomes easier, and also our path, pleasant.” Paint your own portrait, then you will realize.How difficult it is, to give yourself any face This line

Enjoy the beauty of a silence. (purity )

O, My Naughty Shaheer! First, I see you. You are always in My sight. And then I guide you lightly. Sometimes strongly. I hold a sword of love, and with this sword, I vanquish all ills that never belonged in your heart in the first place. I vanquish ill will. I vanquish all that which is opposed to love. Beloveds, in My Presence, what can you do but love? What barrier to love can exist when you are surrounded by My love, and you sink into My love. You float on a raft o f My love. Where else would you want to be? Where else is there for you to be? There is nowhere else but right here right now with Me. Do not bow. Jump instead. God is with you. This is an occasion for joy. Be joy then and forevermore, for I am always with you, and you are always with Me. Oneness is Our lot! Oneness is Our fortune. Oneness is Our Reality. It is the only Reality that is. You and I are One Experience!!! Always Your from Heart, The Sprightliness