Even though I experience myself as an infinite black depth,
when I try to sense the texture or quality of the presence,
It is as if the essence of this clear black-clear white presence
is absence without the sensation
of absence.
is absence without the sensation
of absence.
so there is nothing for it to be aware of when it is aware of itself.
There is identification with the absolute,
just as with the clear crystalline presence.
I experience it as my very identity,
as the very substance of me.
Yet there is no feeling of identity.
I am identified with the absolute,
without the concept or feeling of identity or self.
or identity,
just the apperception of the absolute,
and
recognizing I am none other than that.
' I' is lightness, vastness, depth and mystery,
and
everything is a luminous image
floating on the surface
' I' is lightness, vastness, depth and mystery,
and
everything is a luminous image
floating on the surface