Few years ago, one day:
There is a not any source,
but a glowing brightly white crystalline nothingness,
that feels like the very essence of the state of peace.
Contemplating the mysterious peaceful emptiness.
I am a pure-consciousness, a presence totally independent
from and transcendent to any relation to anything.
I am the presence of total freedom from having to respond to anyone.
Inner object relations are entirely absent,
bringing a sense of complete freedom
from all external relationships.