a completely welcome feeling
that expresses a deep realization.
I feel I am finally arriving home.
This mystery, this majesty, is my home,
my original place.
It is what my heart longs for and loves
more than anything else.
I realize I have always loved this mystery,
and always longed to melt into it,
even though I did not know consciously what I loved
and longed for.
I knew I loved the truth,
but I was not aware
that the truth is ultimately this inexplicable reality.
I see that I have always felt exiled,
that I have always been seeking to return home
- real home