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Do you know about positive suicide?


Natural and non-natural deaths:
Who do we consider to be a non-natural death?
When a Soul Murders?
When someone is killed?
Why, we think that this death is not natural?
Whenever the time comes to take any action before us, if we get two paths ahead of that, but we follow the same path, due to which we reach that point. But we also have a way to end such an event - be it natural or non-natural. Meaning that the event which we can give a new twist, but not given, that event is non-natural, whatever happens. Such incidents happen 90% in our lives.
If we are stopped at the point, which has no way except to go forward, we cannot go back, because we are trapped in such a cave that there are stones falling on the back path and forward. If there is no way, then this condition is natural.
90% of our lives are non-natural. Self-murder could not be natural at that time, if there was no other way for the person who died.


Like someone killed someone in anger. The fault of both is equal. If both have come to the point that one had to die then it is not natural. How many occasions must have come in front of the person who was killed, so that they do not cause the anger of the other, but did not stop. The killer also had another chance at the last point that one could change his path but not change, it became a non-natural phenomenon. The self-murderer also had the last choice, but if one did not stop, self-murder also became non-natural.


We all have many opportunities to change our lives, but we have to live in stress, pain, depression, our life is all non-natural, then there will be pain.
Step by step, we get a chance that we can go to east or west. We have known in the temple or in the market. We have to drink water soda. We have to watch a movie or listen to satsang. Have we ever wondered why we are not getting happiness in our life?
If there are miseries in our life, then we are living in a non-natural way, if we are happy then we are living in a natural way.
To erase body is death, but to drown the soul in pain is deep self-murder.
Question is:
When I Have No Choice To Be. My heart does not want to live, if I accept death, under what condition am I taking this step, you will never understand. When I am living, then there is no courage among all of you, to support me, if I choose death, will you shed your righteousness like a shroud on my death?


We all do non-natural feats step by step. All this disease is the result of our non-natural life.
If my soul is dead then what is the value of the body? Body is clay according to all your religions. If the Body is the soil, then the price of the soil increases, when someone commits self-murder?
When we deal with the poverty of the poor in the name of religion, then there is no cost to soul. Well, for us, the soul is the abode of God.
When we show our power in the name of votes, and we take the wrong benefits of the lives of the people, is not this murder?
Break the heart, rob the desire to live, isn't  one's murder?
We all rob each other step by step, do not even consider the other to be human, then, do we not kill the heart, is it not unnatural that we have eradicated the zest of living from anyone?
When someone has committed suicide, how do we become the contractors of religion and society, there is no shame in us?
Whoever committed suicide, one is not guilty, we are guilty, we will be punished.

As life has shown me and explained to me, according to that I say
- Whenever anyone commits self-murder, we all are guilty, we all have forced that person to take this step. Whether we know it or not.
- If any thief is born somewhere, we all have made one a thief, knowingly and unknowingly.
- If a sage is born somewhere, we are all behind one's birth, knowingly and unknowingly.
God is one
The world is one
We are all one
It would be natural if we believed
If we don't believe we are non-natural
If we cannot see everyone in harmony, then whatever we do, it will be non-natural. Then how can we expect a happy and comfort life?
Now a question has come in my mind, then take this question with you and answer this question yourself secretly.
I thought that death is only natural to sages, and no one can, then

When this thought came to my heart, then I remembered the description of the death of the sages from history, so the question put its question on the mind.


be happy

आत्म-हत्या दो किस्म की होती है ; 
पॉजिटिव भी नेगेटिव भी 
अगर आत्म-हत्या की बात ज़िंदगी में आ ही गई 
तो चलो हम पॉजिटिव आत्महत्या ही करतें हैं 


कुदरती और गैर-कुदरती मौत:
हम ग़ैर-कुदरती मौत किस को मानते हैं ?
जब कोई आत्मा हत्या करता है ?
जब किसी का क़त्ल हो जाता है ?
क्यों, हम यह सोचतें हैं कि यह मौत कुदरती नहीं है ?
जब भी हमारे आगे कोई भी एक्शन लेने का वक़्त आता है, अगर उस के आगे हम को दो रास्तें मिलते हैं, पर हम वोही रास्ता अपनातें हैं ,जिस के कारण हम उस पॉइंट पर पह्नुचें। परन्तु हमारे पास ऐसी घटना को ख़तम करने के लिए एक ओर भी राह होती है - वो घटना कोई भी हो कुदरती हो या गैर-कुदरती, कोई भी हो। मतलब कि जिस घटना को हम नया मोड़ दे सकतें हैं, पर दिया नहीं, वो घटना गैर-कुदरती ही है , कोई भी घटना हो। ऐसी घटनाएं हमारी ज़िंदगी में 90% होती हैं।
अगर हम उस पॉइंट पर आ के रुकें हुए हैं , जिस के आगे जाने के सिवा ओर कोई भी रास्ता नहीं होता, पीछे हम जा नहीं सकते, क्योंकि हम ऐसी गुफ़ा में फसे होतें हैं कि पीछे के रास्ते पर भी पत्थर गिर चुक्के हैं और आगे कोई भी राह नहीं है तो यह जो हालत है , यह है कुदरती।
हमारी ज़िंदगी 90% गैर-कुदरती ही चलती है . आत्म-हत्या उस वक़्त गैर-कुदरती हो ही नहीं सकती, अगर मरने वाले के पास ओर कोई राह है ही नहीं थी।
जैसे किसी ने किसी को क्रोध में आ के मार दिया। दोनों का कसूर बराबर का है। अगर दोनों उस पॉइंट पर आ ही गए कि एक को मरना ही पड़ा तो यह ग़ैर-कुदरती नहीं है। जिस को मारा गया, उस व्यक्ति के आगे कितनी बार मौके ऐसे आये होंगे कि वो दूसरे के क्रोध का कारण न बने , पर रुका नहीं। मारने वाले के पास में आखरी पोंइट पर भी एक और मौका था कि वो अपनी राह बदल सकता था पर बदली नहीं तो यह ग़ैर-कुदरती घटना बन गई। आत्म-हत्या करने वाले के पास भी आखरी चॉइस ओर थी, पर वो नहीं रुका तो आत्म-हत्या भी गैर-कुदरती हो गई।
हम सब के पास भी ज़िंदगी को बदलने के बहुत मौके आते हैं, पर हम को तनाव, दर्द, डिप्रेशन में ही रहना है, हमारा जीना ही सब गैर-कुदरती है, तो दुख दर्द आएंगे ही।
कदम कदम पर हम को chance मिलता है कि हम east को जा सकतें हैं या west को। हम ने मंदिर में जाना है या बाजार में। हम ने पानी पीना है सोडा। हम ने मूवी देखनी है या सत्संग सुनना है। क्या हम ने कभी सोचा है कि हमारे जीवन में हम को ख़ुशी क्यों नहीं मिल रही ?
अगर हमारी ज़िंदगी में दुख हैं, तो हम ग़ैर-कुदरती तरीके से जी रहें हैं , अगर हम खुश हैं तो कुदरती तरीके से जी रहें हैं।
जिस्म को मिटाना मौत ही है, पर आत्मा को दर्द में डबो देना गहरी आत्म-हत्या है।
सवाल है :
जब मेरे पास रहने की कोई भी चॉइस नहीं। मेरा जीने को दिल ही नहीं करता, अगर मैं मौत को कबूल करती हूँ तो मैं किस हालत में यह कदम ले रही हूँ ,वो आप तो कभी नहीं समझोगे। जब मैं जी रही हूँ, तब तो आप सब में हिमत नहीं, मेरा को साथ देने की, अगर मैंने मौत को choose कर लिया तो आप अपनी अपनी धार्मिकता को मेरी मौत पर कफ़न की तरह झाड़ोगे ?
हम सब कदम कदम पर गैर-कुदरती ही कारनामे करतें हैं। यह सब बीमारी हमारी गैर-कुदरती जीने का ही फल है।
अगर मेरी रूह ही मर चुकी है तो जिस्म की क्या औकात है ? आप सब के धर्मो के अनुसार जिस्म मिट्टी है। अगर जिस्म मिट्टी ही है तो मिट्टी की कीमत बढ़ जाती है क्या, जब कोई आत्म-हत्या करता है?
धर्म के नाम पर जब गरीब की गरीबी का सौदा हम करतें हैं , तब रूह की कुछ कीमत नहीं। वैसे हमारे लिए रूह परमात्मा का निवास है।
जब वोट के नाम पर अपनी शक्ति दिखातें हैं, और जनता की ज़िंदगी का हम गलत फाइदा लेते हैं, क्या यह क़त्ल नहीं ?
दिल को तोड़ देना, जीने की चाहना को लूट लेना , यह हत्या नहीं ,क्या ?
कदम कदम पर हम सब एक दूसरे को लूटतें हैं , दूसरे को इंसान भी नहीं समझते , तब, क्या हम दिल का क़त्ल नहीं करते, यह गैर-कुदरती नहीं है कि हम ने किसी से जीने की उमंग ही मिटा दी ?
जब किसी ने आत्म हत्या कर ली तो हम कैसे धर्म के और समाज के ठेकेदार बन जातें हैं , हमारे में शर्म है ही नहीं ?
जिस ने आत्म-हत्या की, वो दोषी नहीं, हम दोषी हैं, हम को सज़ा मिलेगी.

जैसे ज़िंदगी ने मेरे को दिखाया है और मेरे समझाया है, उस के अनुसार कहती हूँ कि
- जब भी कोई भी आत्म-हत्या करता है, हम सब का कसूर है , हम सब ने ही उस इंसान को यह कदम लेने केलिए मज़बूर किया है। चाहे हम जानतें हैं या नहीं।
- अगर कहीं पर कोई भी चोर पैदा होता है, उस को हम सब ने ही चोर बनाया है, जाने और अनजाने में।
- अगर कहीं पर कोई ऋषि पैदा होता है, उस की पैदाइश के पीछे भी हम सब हैं, जाने और अनजाने में।
परमात्मा एक है
संसार एक है
हम सब एक हैं
मानोगे तो कुदरती है
नहीं मानोगे तो हम ही गैर-कुदरती हैं
अगर हम सब को एकभाव से नहीं देख सकते तो हम जो भी करेंगे तो वो गैर-कुदरती ही होगा।  तो फिर हम खुश और सुखी जीवन की आस कैसे रख सकतें हैं ?
अभी मेरे दिमाग में एक सवाल आ गया तो इस सवाल को आपने साथ ले जाओ और इस सवाल को खुद ही चुपके से जवाब दे डालो।
मेरे में ख्याल आया कि फिर मौत तो सिर्फ ऋषिओं की ही कुदरती होती है, ओर किसी की तो हो ही नहीं सकती ,फिर ?
जब यह ख्याल दिल में आया तो ऋषिओं की मौत का जो विवरण इतहास से मिलता है तो वो याद आया---तो सवाल ने मन के ऊपर अपना सवालिया-चिन लगा दिया

हंकार को मारने की कोशिश करनी चाहिए, जिस्म को नहीं। 
 ईगो मर गई तो सब से गहरी खुद की हत्या हो गई, 
जो महासुख को जन्म देती है और 
यही है असली आत्महत्या और असली मर जाना। 
खुश रहो

Blessings

Life is God experiencing Self

Thank you to Nature for the feelings she gave me,  the trees, mountains,  her many lakes and oceans,  for the sun sets of color,  the clouds that dance in the sky,  for everything she gives wanting nothing  but love in return!!! Thanks You to The world:  For all the good and bad people  I have encountered along the road,  for the lessons you taught me, even if they where bad,  it was still a good lesson to be learned  and for this I thank you... Blessings!!!

I experience myself as the conscious

'There is no "I" but I.' 'Then is there no "you" but you?' 'I, always I,' 'Gives me to think, I will meditate upon it.' 'Do nothing of the kind!'  'To "meditate" means using split-mind:  just look from within and see  - see  that so it Is!  Stop splitting and stay Whole!' Whatever we may be, we are being 'lived'.  We are not traveling, as we think:  we are being 'travelled'.

What a Spring in my life!

When I am absent there is no Time,  and it is always the present   Today: I will walk through the day with spring in my step,  a smile in my body  and  I will have nothing to say about my healthy life,  wow!  I will enjoy the aroma of nature,  and  the flowering from the inside of me  to the outside of me! Will we go through our day today smiling?

Everything is related to everything else ( We are one )

I will enjoy the travels of my free spirit  and the amazing journeys within my Feelings.  I will wake up fresh,  clear and ready to journey  through the seconds of my life  in my well rested physical body!!!  It always amazes me  how I am all one Mentally,  physically,  emotionally  and spiritually  when I awaken!  Wow!  What a beautiful Journey  and  its Beauty

It is amazing how Infinite we are

When I wake up early and go for a walk early  enough to see the sunrise,  if I keep still and watch for a few minutes  I can actually enter in the moment of this movement.  In all my experience,  I become just Energetic aware that I am here,  standing at this special moment on the surface of this special spot;  and  this spot is going, going for away toward the stars  but very close to me,  then  galaxy, more stars,  more wonderful  - unique and amazing colors  then more universe, more and more billions miles away,  like before Jesus- before birth of this planet,  but close, more close, In me -  in myself.  And  this very moment experiencing the whole universe along with me,  in me  while I feel I am infinite  and  I am beyond the universe

Spend life with who makes you happy ( The real artist )

aelolive.com I will prepare and one day I have a chance...  because of my 'Strong -Courage'  and  'Aroma of my Trust'...  Because my life knows that Courage  and  Trust is the commitment to begin  without any guarantee of success BLESSINGS!!! Every morning we are born again: Every time Shaheer wake up a new her arrives with the new moment This moment: 'She is different than she was yesterday' The time is new because of her feeling, The day is new because of her thinking, The moment is new because of her experience and She is new because of this whole life. Every moment she change, her world changes and she is reborn into what she choose to be in this moment. She is creating her moments today with new clarity, new thought and new meaning.

God is the Source of the intelligent universe

aelolive.com Here, Where all of us exist, Here- right Here, where the two dimensions meet. Natural and spiritual. These dimensions are one. This is pure- real and the holy way... Lets go together for this wonderful and shrine pilgrimage...# 1 * Understanding comes when we, you and I, meet on the same level at the same time. aelolive.com Here, Where all of us exist, Here- right Here, where the two dimensions meet. Natural and spiritual. These dimensions are one. This is pure- real and the holy way... Lets go together for this wonderful and shrine pilgrimage...# 2 When love starts with me, and is given to me freely by me, it sure is easy to remember that it is me that is making memories for me. Life is for living, learning and making memories to create a good day, moment by wonderful moment! aelolive.com * Our thirst is Our guru My preceptor is my thirst, my life, my holy and ascetic practices, and my circumstances. However, the

Ceremony (Who are you)

The Gift: Life is a ceremony where we are here as friends and families to celebrate this occasion. Today’s accelerated moments which we gain from our advance technology has enabled us to travel through the universe, and strengthens our thirst of life.    I am fortunate enough to see and meet you all. The uniqueness of this celebration is that we ourselves are hosts and guests, So today we are meeting, with wishes of peace and happiness.  In this ceremony of life, my heart wished to present a gift. The gift should be of something which can bring hope of a happy life.    With     the grace of God, a pure thought was born which I am gifting today.   A new, unique and virgin view of point, with which we will encounter life.  Wise have said, “If our first step is placed with understanding then our destination becomes easier, and also our path, pleasant.” Paint your own portrait, then you will realize.How difficult it is, to give yourself any face This line

Enjoy the beauty of a silence. (purity )

O, My Naughty Shaheer! First, I see you. You are always in My sight. And then I guide you lightly. Sometimes strongly. I hold a sword of love, and with this sword, I vanquish all ills that never belonged in your heart in the first place. I vanquish ill will. I vanquish all that which is opposed to love. Beloveds, in My Presence, what can you do but love? What barrier to love can exist when you are surrounded by My love, and you sink into My love. You float on a raft o f My love. Where else would you want to be? Where else is there for you to be? There is nowhere else but right here right now with Me. Do not bow. Jump instead. God is with you. This is an occasion for joy. Be joy then and forevermore, for I am always with you, and you are always with Me. Oneness is Our lot! Oneness is Our fortune. Oneness is Our Reality. It is the only Reality that is. You and I are One Experience!!! Always Your from Heart, The Sprightliness