Transformation Through Divine Guidance

I asked God that if I were to come to you as your lover, then what kind of girlfriend would you like? - Make me that lover.

I said and God immediately started creating me.

(Sometimes I feel as if God has no other work these days, as if he only looks towards me to see when this queen will give some order, and I will complete the work quickly) When I became 50% then I realized. God gave me the experience of beautiful feelings whose wisdom's taste decorated my lips; When I chose to listen well, my ears began to improve; When the fragrance of emotions started coming in, the nose started to get attracted; My head started getting decorated with my good deeds; The body started becoming beautiful due to the health of my good thoughts; My mind began to be colored with the colors of renunciation; My heart started blooming with the feeling of love; The talent of my soul began to shine through my stubborn courage And Now when the blessings of life became my scarf and my existence became a prostration to the universe, my life started flowing like love.

Description:

The passage you've shared beautifully describes the various aspects of personal and spiritual growth. Each line represents a different facet of the narrator's transformation:

1. "God gave me the experience of beautiful feelings whose wisdom's taste decorated my lips": This line suggests that the narrator gained wisdom and the ability to express their thoughts eloquently as a result of their spiritual journey.

2. "When I chose to listen well, my ears began to improve": It signifies that the narrator learned the importance of active listening, which enhanced their ability to understand and empathize with others.

3. "When the fragrance of emotions started coming in, the nose started to get attracted": This line metaphorically describes an increased sensitivity to emotions and a deeper appreciation of their nuances.

4. "My head started getting decorated with my good deeds": It implies that the narrator's actions and choices began to align with positive and virtuous behavior.

5. "The body started becoming beautiful due to the health of my good thoughts": It suggests that maintaining positive thoughts contributed to their overall well-being and physical health.

6. "My mind began to be colored with the colors of renunciation": This line alludes to a shift in mindset, perhaps towards a more detached and mindful way of thinking.

7. "My heart started blooming with the feeling of love": It signifies an increased capacity for love and compassion in the narrator's heart.

8. "The talent of my soul began to shine through my stubborn courage": This suggests that the narrator's inner strength and unique qualities began to shine through their determination and bravery.

9. "Now when the blessings of life became my scarf and my existence became a prostration to the universe, my life started flowing like love": This final line conveys a sense of gratitude and surrender to the universe, leading to a life filled with love and blessings.

Overall, this passage paints a vivid picture of personal growth, self-discovery, and spiritual enlightenment, emphasizing the transformative power of faith and self-improvement.

दिव्य मार्गदर्शन के माध्यम से परिवर्तन

मैंने खुदा से पूछा कि अगर मैं तेरी प्रेमिका बन के तेरे पास आना हो तो आप कैसी प्रेमिका को पसंद करोगे ?- आप मुझे वैसी ही प्रेमिका बना लो। 

मैंने कहा और परमात्मा ने झट से मुझ को बनाना शुरू कर दिया। 

  ( कभी कभी तो मुझे ऐसा ही लगता है कि रब्ब के पास ओर कोई काम ही नहीं आज-कल, जैसे मेरी ओर ही देखता है कि कब यह महारानी कुछ आदेश देगी, और मैं इस का काम जल्दी से पूरा करूंगा) 

जब मैं 50 % बन गई तब मेरे को एहसास हुआ।  

परमात्मा ने मुझ को सुंदर एहसासों का अनुभव दिया जिन की समझदारी के स्वाद ने मेरे होँठों को सजा दिया;

जब मैंने अच्छा ही सुनना पसंद किया तो  कान संवरने  लगे; 

 जब भावों की खुसबू आने लगी तो नाक संवरने लगा; 

मेरे अच्छे कर्मों से माथा सजने लगा; 

मेरी अच्छी सोच की तंदरुस्ती से जिस्म सजने लगा; 

मेरे वैरागी रंग से मन संवरने लगा; 

 मेरे प्यार के भाव से दिल खिलने लगा;

 मेरी ज़िद्दी हिम्मत से आत्मा की प्रतिभा निखरने लगी 

और 

अब जब जीवन का आशीर्वाद मेरा दुप्पटा बन गया और मेरा अस्तित्व ब्रह्माण्ड के लिए सजदा बन गया तो मेरा जीना प्यार बन के बहने लगा।